Jaxxon was omnipresent and bigger than the universe. I am shaped and molded because of who he was and how he showed up for me. Stoic, patient, kind, loving, and I never had to ask him to be those things. He sat with me on the darkest days and celebrated my best ones. I am indebted to him and I'll spend forever loving and missing him. Whatever universe I'm in, I know I'll find him. There is a gaping hole in my chest that is filled with grief and love. I won the lottery and got to be with the best boy for 12 years. Jaxxon, I love you. We had a really great time. I'll see you again.